2009-Apr-28 - Warm feeling
That warm feeling, the feeling is really a home.
All ready, the wife of the beam that brings in his flower in the vase. I think she39s very unusual today. Her first buy flowers, and even to buy a vase. She liked flowers, but every time I would like to buy her, she said that too expensive. She looked at herinterpolation of good flowers, sitting in a silly look at where a full half an hour, and then quietly put some photos on my desk, and a photograph of my incorporated into her bag, but then I know that are normally I prefer photos of her.
And then go back to my bed, I saw tears in her eyes seem to have. She said something long, sound has changed I have gone for a commemorative photograph it.
Finished, it turned away.
To suppress the feelings in my heart finally broke out, I suddenly had a pillow, and burst into tears. Crimping pillow because of crying, not loud enough. However, it is a terrorist. Intense my body trembling. I am not hypocritical, nor is it vulnerable, and I long to 25 years old, have never cried so. Do not have time. I clearly remember that I washeart. You know what you feel pain? I know that deep, because I experienced the kind of pain.
It was later said to his wife, I was terrified of her. Because she never thought I would do. At that time, his wife seemed to forget their own pain, red from the non-stop asking me how do you, and how you had. I have no justification, he is still in the vent my frustration, I feel my time is being accumulated by depressing said one tears out of my body fishes. His wife also started talking, tears downon, looked at me and so many tears on.
Vent finally finished, I do not know how long after. I stand up, and wiped away tears. I seem to determination. I on behalf of his wife wiped away tears. We are beginning to calm down. I said Let39s go, I send send you.
No one we speak of walking in silence. At the entrance to a hotel, I said let us go to a meal, the wife said, shaking his head, do not want to eat. I said With regard to the break up when we eat it. No longer insist on his wife, quietly entered the hotel with me.
Already do not remember what was eaten. Anyway, I called a lot of vegetables, the wife said nothing. However, we seem to have no appetite.
Remember to foot the bill when we were usually spent eating out 3 times the money. But many dishes did not move the basic activities.
After dinner, my wife and I split up. I have watched her disappear into the background blurred but not the black spots, can not see. I have a broken heart. I really reason it, I succeeded and I love the people split up. How great I am, I own true religion self.
Days later, I do not know how before, anyway, nothing will allow me happy, and as long as a free time, my mind there are all his wife39s voice and smiling face. Can not play every play!
Since then, I know what the feeling is unforgettable! !
I lit up the beginning of life. I increasingly found that I really love her, and I love that woman at his hand. I can only work to dope myself, I go to work every day early, work late, tired down to the bed of their own will be able to fall asleep immediately. But I was not happy.
Until the Spring Festival, I returned home. It was the first in my life are not happy Spring Festival. This time can heal all that. Separated six months, others have introduced to me a lot of girls, work very good, good people. But in any case, they can not replace her position in my heart. First love is the lastest shirts most difficult to forget. And other girls to get along, I think the plain. In fact, I do not exclude other girls. And try to accept them, to forget his wife. However, I found that I can not do.
Started to work, one day, I overhear the students I said that my wife is sick, and very serious. Ong39s like my mind, I do not know how to think it was, I just remember that I asked the name of the hospital, immediately run out.
I quickly found his wife39s room, when she was pale, lying where asleep. I once again felt the feeling of pain. I approached her and saw her thin arm ofinserted, I can clearly see her white skin vessels. She lost a lot.
Later I learned that after the wife and I split, nor happy. Just a little bit every day to eat meals, often in tears alone. Not a good sleep, she was thin, so a few months down, where as the living, who lost a lap, and finally fell ill.
I took her hand, she felt down, open your eyes, dark eyes look came immediately. Under laughed and said how do you know that I am here. I said nothing, that is, to hold her hand tightly. Later, her parents came to see I am very surprised, they do not know that we matter. She only say that I am a friend of a friend of her. His parents are very kind people, very warm to me. I think they should see that our relationship is not general, because the eyes can not deceive people. Now I see whether a man and a woman lover, I can see at a glance, really, the eyes will not lie.
She was hospitalized the day of our happiest days, we have no one said anything. Time I see her every day, bought the food she likes to eat. Her in good spirits and good appetite. Had no serious illness, so the hospital three days.
Later, she had to go to work. We restored to meet. Is to meet it, we also did not say that the other, but I have met. I feel very happy.
She was on the radio at work, sometimes night. I would secretly with her. We often do at night to embrace the night on the sofa. I feel very satisfied at that time, there is no thought of how kind, nor ever thought of. Really not thought about it before, and now feel that justice can not be thinking, but feel that this was sufficient to have been very satisfied and happy. That is love.
Often complain that his wife now sleep at night I do not sleep with her. I explained that if I go to bed with her, my arm will be sore the next day, she immediately countered that the time when we fall in love, you are not a regular night at her mind you, how to re-arm pain not seen you cry ? Think about is, first, I really did not hurt, but also feel very happy. Whenever this time, I would smirk and said, I do not know. Oh wife, scornful laugh, but also not to pursue the.
Perhaps, love and marriage is different. Love the feeling too good, and if you have never experienced true love, I feel pity. If possible, I really want to stay in the love life of the time, always happy.
However, people must be mature. A happy marriage is another.
I began to secretly a determination, I would like to get married and his wife. The twinkling of an eye, I am 26 years old. My wife said that we get married now, the wife seriously you said you have to think clearly, do not spur of the moment. I said I had to consider clear. In fact, since the breakup of that failure, I decided to have decided that this woman, other women I have not. Possession of her difficulties, I can overcome. Big deal to live a little almost point than others. But I will certainly allow us to happiness.
Decide to get married, I brought her an audience with my family. At first I did not tell her parents the true situation, saying only that her good work. Parents are more satisfied with her. Comparison of pleasing her. Later, on several occasions to meet, mix with it, I only began to do her work. My parents are intellectuals, very open. Depressed mothers have been for a while and see I insist, but also said nothing. I am very happy. I really thank my parents, they were too considerate of the feelings of his son.
Parents and I am not a city, very far, so I do them in addition to money, the basic will not be able to help. In his wife39s insistence, I Mody parents steadfastly refused to support. Units have been canceled welfare housing distribution system, therefore, we must rent an apartment.
We are looking for a cottage of 150 yuan per month, dark and humid all day must turn on the lights. Rooms, a kitchen and a bathroom. The beginning of our family life. Now want to, really bad conditions. However, we still cherish the memory of that period of time now.
His wife is very happy as she can think of ways to our new layout is very warm room. Although simple, but really the feeling of home. At that time, we feel that they are the world39s most well-being of the people. We invite a few friends, get a marriage certificate, and then in a high-end studio not to spend 150 yuan according to a wedding of a very raised eyebrow. Infinite satisfaction for our bedside. Insensibly the two people fell to the bed for a long time to appreciate. Therefore, I do not decades of marriage, a special section of the resonance, because we have similar experiences.
Our wedding night that is simple in that house spent inside. Talking about the wedding night, I really think that is very interesting. The first time because we have real men and women.surface are in adults, and I am not afraid of it. In fact, the first basic little pleasure, and some just out of curiosity and tension. I remember we fell sleep until later, but also not completely successful. Dawn, when awake, but also efforts for a long time, and finally succeeded. But because she, so I do not speak. Finally completed. At that time, we feel that a good laugh. However, this is a period of life, memories, and now reminds us of the situation at that time, but also feel that sweet.
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2009-Apr-24 - Probability of despair
Anything be too late to restore the event of disaster or weather or even the same is true of luck. As a result of getting too much too suddenly ... ... mont blanc pen In this way, the end finally came good luck can not be completely their own.
Therefore, those who engaged in the work and the future of the unit, in any sector can collect all relevant data, with the probability of all the things in the future to predict.
Powder gave birth to a boyyoung mothers to be discharged, and had a baby thanks to the President of the room.
Mr. Dean, thank the multi-care, too thanked!
Ah! You are discharged from hospital today, and to congratulate you! To, please be seated.
Sir, the healthy growth of the child to it?
Dean hit the side of the keyboard while the computer replied This is a genetic disease in children less than 1 probability, you can not have to worry about. Subsequently required hospitalization for 5-year probability of disease is 31. To be careful to choose the hospital ah! If it is the hospital medical misdiagnosis rate of 8, A hospital near your home while away, but the misdiagnosis rate was 32, B hospital is great, but the misdiagnosis rate was 27.
That39s ... ... then what?
From kindergarten to elementary schools during the event came less than 5 probability, no big deal. Hit the bad guys who love to bully the probability is 64, but the probability of disease caused by only 18 of people worried about this a little bit of it!
However, during high school learn you39ll pay attention! Youand the probability of divorce is 51, so that the resulting children to the law of probability of the road is 72!
Sir, What are you talking about? Unreliable, but I am not the kind of woman!
Now you are a woman suspect is indeed the probability of only 9, but after 15 years increased to 80 of the probability of 46 percent but ah!
I know, I will pay attention!
When you say, 39I know that the39 This remark, in fact, do not know the probability is 76. Ah still called can you!
The child in how to intellectual? University as a smooth adoption of what it?
In this regard the child as the mother, so that high school graduates, the intellectual level of the probability of an average of 35 admitted to repeat two years, the probability of first-class university that is 7, if the second-class universities is 18 percent, if it is third-rate University is 34. will continue to search it?
Line of the! I paid no matter what kind of sacrifice, but also to let the child into the first-class university!
Your determination to maintain the probability of 10 days is 59, maintaining the probability of a month is 23 percent, maintaining the probability of 1 year only 4 of you!
There are things that you! No! Not mind if the children, I have tried to deposit money into the University of the child to try!
At that time, the dismissal by the company your husband is a 64 probability, you fraud by unscrupulous traders and end up penniless probability is 77. Your husband was killed by traffic accidents and insurance will be the probability of a maximum of 21!
Moreover, even if the deposit can be hired first-class university, which more than two childrenexamination is 93 probability of not interested in school and was fascinated by women and gambling and the probability of drop-out is 91, and ... ...
Do not the! Ah! I have been desperate!
Because of this sense of despair, you shorten the life span of 10 years, the probability is 84 and shorten the 20-year probability was 52 and shorten the 30-year probability is ... ...
Young mother could not bear you no longer, she fled the office to the corridor, trembling with anger. Shortly thereafter, she returned to the nurses office, while in tears while telling designer mont blanc ball pen the young nurses.
Hey! Hey! You listen to me you! Mr. Dean said too much, and what he said right?
Nursing flap to hit the computer keyboard president of the probability of mistaken identity is 38, the probability of knocking on the wrong keyboard is 49 percent, but said deliberate cynical lip service, then the probability is 81, together, his words can be Only 6 percent probability of a letter! Oh! it was such a thing!
Young mothers at ease, happy to leave the hospital. She did not know the nurse said words of comfort, then the probability is 92.
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